Let Me BeBLUNT
By Monica Tookes
He sat with me in the smoke, but He didn't leave me there.
About the Book
This book is not about weed.
Yes, I am a woman of God. Yes, this book is full of blunts, edibles, strains, plugs, and ashtrays. So let me be blunt. This book is about freedom.
It is about the war for your soul that gets fought in the quietest, most ordinary places. A parked car, a bedroom floor, the spaces nobody sees. The smoke is just the language. It is the bridge between where I was and the truths God pulled out of it.
I did not come to Christ cleaned up. I came with everything still attached. My habits, my wounds, my coping mechanisms, my smoke.
God met me in the smoke, but He didn't leave me there.
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Inside the Book
What you'll get from Let Me Be Blunt
Raw, honest storytelling
Not a self-help book. A testimony you can feel. Full of authentic experiences and relatable stories.
Scripture woven through
Every chapter is anchored in the Word so you walk away with truth you can hold onto.
A bridge to freedom
Practical reflections that help you name what's holding you and step into the high you were made for.
For the woman in the parked car. The man on the bedroom floor. The believer who knows about God but is ready to know Him. For anyone who needs to hear that grace meets you exactly where you are.
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Tools for the Journey
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Surrender, salvation, and the prayer that changes everything.
OpenSpiritual Disciplines
How to study the Word, fast, pray, and go deeper with God.
OpenHow High Are You?
A 15 question check in on where you are with God.
OpenScriptures
Verses for freedom, surrender, and drawing closer to God.
OpenFind Help
A short questionnaire that points you to the right support.
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The Author
MeetMONICA TOOKES
Minister of the Gospel. Author. Educator and currently serving as a Principal. A firecracker for Christ. Monica writes from the soil of her own deliverance. Honest, unflinching, and soaked in grace.
@itsbiggerthanme_My Inspiration
Go Get Them.
The inspiration for this book was simple. The Lord told me to go get them.
What He brought me out of, what He delivered me from, He is having me go back and get other people who may be sitting in similar situations. He wastes nothing. The very thing that tried to keep me bound, He is now using as the metaphor that sets other people free.